I don’t even know what I want in life, what I should and shouldn’t like, what and who I want to do with myself. This shit is really getting difficult.
"There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need to change your life or you’re the one that will change theirs."
"I’m just another person to you."
I’m going to delete toxic people from my life.
I’ve lost my motivation.
"Would losing me even be a loss?"
Have you ever wanted someone so bad it hurts?
I’m now learning that I don’t need a lot of friends in my circle to be happy, I now realise that you only need a few true people to be with, those who see through you eyes and look at your soul and see a person worthy of friendship, those who keep you close as much as possible as much as you do, those who know you bare; your fear, your aspirations, your insecurities, your dreams, and those people who do need you because in a way, you complete them and they complete you.
Have you ever looked at someone, and thought, “I really love you”. They’re just talking, or humming, or watching a movie, or laughing, and there’s something about them in that moment that makes you think, “I just really love you”.
"I need you to be clingy because I’m paranoid and I begin to think you don’t like me if you’re not."
Thank you, Anon. :)
Being reckless isn’t really my thing, I don’t do a good job at it. I’m the ‘by the rules’ kind of guy and I don’t think I can change that, and that’s okay. I’ve had a taste of things and I could honestly say that I don’t want to be that guy, and that’s okay. I guess I just really needed a taste of anothed world before I could ever decide where I’d like to stay, and right now, I know where I belong.